Life Spoken Inspired: February 2006

Wednesday, February 15, 2006 

perseverance pt2: suffering


        I wish this pain would go away, this exhaustion, this soreness. I wish I wish I wish. So many times we sing the song: “rain rain go away, come back another day” when in reality we never want it to come back at all. Without the rain, there’s no food for the plants, the grass and the trees, no trees means no oxygen, which means no humans.

        Related to my previous post on perseverance, suffering. Being able to stand up under suffering is considered a virtue, so what would you call it when you run away from suffering. Without the rain we’d be no more, we need it in our lives, to feed us, to teach us and to build us. Yes, maybe sometimes it’s so much, that when it rains it pours. But when it pours, God reigns. Where is God amidst all the suffering? There in the eye of the storm, the voice pushing you to persevere. Through the greatest sufferings come out the greatest victories. Even with all the technology out there, there isn’t something to make you physically fit while you stand and do nothing. Everything requires your effort, diets, exercise plans, personal trainers. Diet pills and liposuction may make you skinnier, but you still lack the fitness to maintain that body.

        So once again, this is just a little add-on to my previous post. As you walk down the path of daily living, try to remember that the greatest victories are won through the greatest struggles. So I urge you, to run the race with all you got, take the path less traveled, and last but not least, persevere through your daily struggles. The reward is just… beyond words. Amen.

 

perseverance


        Hello and welcome back to the Life Spoken Inspired show; where the price is low and the food tastes great. With none other than your most friendly host: Derek… Ok… sorry for that, I was just bored =). So yup, been a while since I’ve been writing consistently, but I’m hoping that through this, each post will have more of me within it. Well, here goes.

        Perseverance. You say it, your pastor says it, your friends, your family and the bible all say it. What is it to persevere? How many times do I fail to persevere? How can I persevere better? These are some questions that we continually ask ourselves consciously and unconsciously. It seems that all I’ve done since I became a Christian was make choices. Choosing between good and bad, the choice of whether to follow the moral conduct I’m supposed to, the choice to go to that party if I know I’ll end up a mess, the choice of turning my head to watch that girl with the nice figure walking by, the choice to go back to everything I left behind when I became a Christian. Sometimes we feel restrained by Christianity with all the choices we face, but in reality, whether we were Christians or not we are still constantly plagued with choices, only that with Christianity it seems so much more of a burden because we’re living a standard that is at odds with that of society.

        I think that one of the things people around me are suffering most at is the choice between whether to persevere as a Christian altogether. Hopefully when you became a Christian (those who weren’t born into it) you weren’t persuaded by people saying that it is an easier life. Big big big lie. On a scale of one to ten on how much more difficult a Christian life is over a secular one, I think it hits around 17. I’ll never deny though that living a life of a Christian is great; it makes me smile and brings me joy daily, but there are those trials and tribulations we face daily, which is why it is so necessary to persevere. I’m deeply saddened by those who were close to me who give up on God. There’s not much I can say about it without sounding overly offensive on my part, so I’ll avoid it and just leave it there by saying that it hurts deep. The only thing I can say to those who are having troubles persevering with their faith is: keep at it, in all honesty. “Don’t forget your roots, and what God meant to you at some point in time, because however real he was to you back then, he’s just as real today, tomorrow and forever.”

        A big issue that a lot of people like using to persecute someone is that they have no right to talk about a certain subject. I.e. saying that someone is too young to preach, or too unknowledgeable to share his wisdom. People will say this because they feel that it’s not right for someone to say something they don’t have much experience on. Although I only half agree with a couple things I’ve said in this paragraph, just to support this writing I’ll relate it to my life now. Basically, I’ve taken up swimming again. It’s been a solid 3 years since I’ve done any sort of swimming outside of floating in beach waters. All I can say is that it is a very very sad sight to see me going at it under the knowledge that I used to be an OFSAA swimmer. How sad it is indeed. I basically hit a break between my sets of midterms and decided to go swimming as much as I can, to bring an old past-time back into my life and also to burn off that turkey fat that still pesters me from Christmas. So to relate my experiences to swimming, here goes.

        Sore, exhausted, itchy, and beat-down. That’s how I feel right now. It’s only been twice that I’ve been on my swimming routine and it is beyond painful. Yes, it would be so easy to just call it quits and translate my pool time into sitting in my chair time, but of what benefit would that be. Yes, swimming is THE pain in my life right now, but it’s also doing so much for me. Every lap I do, I burn that much fat, every lap I build that much muscle, every lap I get that much better at refining a smoother stroke. I love swimming because I know how beneficial it is for me. Yes, maybe right now it’s painful and makes me somewhat immobile for the day, but I know that the more I do it, the less that it’ll hurt, the more I’ll enjoy it and the more of a habit it’ll be.

        So why persevere? Simple. Burn fat, build muscle, refine yourself. Through persevering we achieve these three things. We burn fat, our dead weight. This is the stuff that appears out of no where when you don’t exercise enough. Exercise what you ask? Exercise your body, your spiritual health, your mental capabilities. Fat is what will increasingly keep us from doing something the more we avoid that ‘something’. The less you exercise, the fatter you get. And yup, it’s so depressing, but I got fat. Another reason why I need swimming. Next on the list, build muscle. Another lil treat swimming can provide is the muscle. I’ll be building myself a stronger, healthier body. This applies to our spiritual lives as well. The more we practice a certain act, the stronger our muscle gets, making other things easier, and future practice of this act easier as well. How do some people “make it look so easy”? It’s because they got the muscle. The muscle it takes to do whatever it is. They’ve got the practice and experience under their belt. The last thing, it refines ourselves. Sadly, my strokes look like that of a child learning to swim, once again knowing that I swam ofsaa and I was a certified instructor. I know that the more I continue to swim, the better my strokes will look. Not only look, but the better they’ll produce. The more I practice the action the more it comes to me without thinking, more “routine”. Similar to muscle building, refining yourself will make persevering easier. It’ll subconsciously motivate you and guide you.

        In terms of running the race of Christianity. It usually isn’t till those on the sidelines see us running the race with all we have till they decide to take up running themselves. Thus it is important that we run this race with the utmost fervency, such we can attract others to run this race with us. A phrase I used to say, “Never give up, never give in. it's the shout of those who believe in Him. We are his sons and daughters. Let us live it loud.” Yes, let us live it loud, loud and strong forever, and ever amen. Persevere my brothers and sisters, the prize behind the finish line is that beyond what we could ever hope for. So to finalize, I ask you, what are you persevering through today? What are you lacking the perseverance for? And to put my own spin on a popular quote, “Got Fat?”

Sunday, February 05, 2006 

1 Corinthians 8:6


        As it stands right now, I have no idea what to talk about, but I feel extremely inclined to just sit here and type something. Well I guess no one had the audacity to attempt to read my post on Paul. Haha, but that’s alright, didn’t expect many to. Well now, I think I have something to talk about. I was really stuck at a wall so I just started looking around my room. It so happens that I wrote down some verses on sticky-notes and taped them to my laptop. One of the verses I’ve really taken light to. 1 Corinthians 8:6 “Yet for us there is but one God the Father, from whom are all things and we exist for Him; and one Lord, Jesus Christ, by whom are all things and we exist through Him.

        So yes, basically those two bolded parts that I’ve really come to love. We were created by God, and we were created for his pleasure, so lets please Him and fulfill our original purpose here. Although, that’s not it, he sent his begotten son such that we may have a chance at living a life of purpose. A life where we can actually please God if we put as much of ourselves into it as we can. Through Christ and His sacrifice are we given a chance to live by whom are all things, a chance to fulfill our purpose and a pretty much a second chance at living and we exist through Him.

        This sums up the life I’ve been chasing after these past 3 years now… almost 3 years now and I find myself here, with nothing I want more than to please my God. This verse is the accumulation of who God is, and what He wants of us. Live a life, pleasing to God. We are able, because His son gave his life. Reminds me of 1 Corinthians 6:20 For You have been bought at a price: therefore glorify God in your body. Glorify who He is, for what he’s done. You are my Lord, I’m ready to take this head on.

Thursday, February 02, 2006 

Faith and Prayer


9"So I say to you, ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. 10For everyone who asks, receives; and he who seeks, finds; and to him who knocks, it will be opened. [Luke 11:9-10 NASB]

        How many of you talk to walls? How about to your dolls? How many of you talk to the air? Dumb questions? How many times do we pray, seeking results and change from God and we wait… and wait… check our watches… and wait some more. Eventually we reach a point that we have to take the time to reconsider whether the God we believe in, the one who made us well when we were sick and gave us sight when we were blind, is even listening to us. Sometimes we feel that God doesn’t have power today, he’s sorta around… not really doing anything though. We look at Luke 11:9-10 and once again make the assumption that things were different back in the day… God doesn’t knock anyone to the ground and blind them with light… he doesn’t feed the thousands with single loaves, not these days, God just… doesn’t answer my prayers.

        I’m sure we’ve all seen it, felt it, and believed it at one point in our lives. “Prayer is hit and miss.” When we pray, sometimes we get results, sometimes we don’t… it’s like coincidence… and we believe that, and lose touch with who God is altogether. God turns into walls, into the air and our prayers get so barren and so tedious that we forget who we’re praying to in the first place. “Well, it’s not my fault… God ignored my prayers” what a sad sight; to see someone saying this. Whatever happened to faith?

        Faith seems to be a concept of the old days, along with God’s power and his kingdom rising. Less and less people are able to stand up for what they believe in, lay themselves down on the altar and give it their all (fine, I’m not perfect either, but there’s a difference b/w those who try and those who just sit in the audience). God calls you to pray through faith: “If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.” [Matthew 21:22 NIV]

        Mabye this will seem hypocritical to you, but the reason I write this is because I have this problem. My friend approached me with a word from God (a sign that someone is on good terms in his walk), and told me to avoid certain words when I pray. Words that reduce the power in my prayers; i.e. “sorta” or “just”. I took a while to think about what he told me and came out to reason that I’ve lost myself in my prayers as well. My prayers have become unfulfilling (for both the giver and hearer).

        So what is God asking? God is asking you to pray through faith to Him. Everytime we pray without faith, without our affirmation and belief, we’re pretty much speaking to the walls. God doesn’t take to liking when you treat Him as a wall, so think about why your prayers haven’t been answered, why they aren’t being answered, and why they won’t be answered if you continue to pray the prayers that seem so outlined. The only rule to prayer is: there is no rule on what is proper prayer. It’s a conversation between you and God, speak from your heart, your needs and your struggles. Speak up with a strong voice, and see where God takes you. Once again, “If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.” [Matthew 21:22 NIV]